Sunday, May 14, 2006

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hey sweet,
got home not long ago.
and i have to look up for contacts for salvation army and give them a call tmr regarding cip before i forget tmr!
argh.
so irritating.
my classmates were like,
hurrr..
so enthu about it and keep asking about the dates and progress about it.
like..
errrrrrr..

okay,
enough.
ranting's not my point.
geee..
i realise im like super grumpy recently.
i'll jus keep ranting and nagging like a old lady the whole day.
maybe patience has decided to leave me for good too.
hmmmm...

anw,
was just reading back yesterday's post.
and i realise i was thinking too much.
haha!
self stress.
hmmm..
and im not tht tightened up already.
so dun worry! (:
i'll learn to take things as it goes la.

so its not you tht's not unsupportive.
cos you really had been!
im serious and i really mean it and really really appreciate it.
its like you've been encouraging me to hang on and jiayou,
to keep stiring me and keep me going each and everyday.
and understanding me when i had to have meetings which shortens our time to meet up.
even at times when i had to leave you for school,
you hadnt blame me and let me go ahead.

guess i just get uncertain and sensitive when there's alot of things going on.
then all the fear of losing will pop pop.
then i'll scare myself with it?
even though when i myself was the one whose creating all the trouble itself.
mmmm..

and i think times likethat will be more when the activities are coming up.
but i hope time will really pass.
that space will loosen up so we can have more time for each other.
(:
though im not sure how things will evolve to till then.
but shall not think so much and let things goes on its stride.
whether good or bad..
mmmm..

so yes.
our jogging!
i need to lose weight soon!
im growing very extremely fat this month.
if not soon i'll be in the rolling state and for the next moment,
i'll explode!
ahahahaha!
then again,
what if its going to be a last minute activation?
hahahaha!

i just realised,
they never message me to ask me for my sechdule for work anymore!
guess they've fired me for not replying their message for 3 weeks.
haha!

im so bored now!
geeee..
i wanna watch the remaining of the e zuo ju zhi wen!
and most of all,
i miss my baby!
):
i want to turn time back to yesterday!
when i can see you sleep!
sigh...

hope you'll sleep really early tonight yea!
so tht your eyes really really really wont hurt anymore!
and you can be feeling all well soon!
take care yea?
iloveyoubaby!
(:
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