Thursday, July 13, 2006

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hello baby!
shall blog before i start with my powerpoints!
think i havent blog for..
2 days?
im such a lazy girl!
geee..
anyway,
hope that your dad's home with your dinner and you're eating already!
wonders what you're doing now..
other than ironing clothes.
hehe!
cos i miss my baby laogong!
:/

anyway baby!
thanks for sending me home from school today.
guess i felt much better and more secured after seeing you..
got really quite scared last night when we sudenly talked about that topic..
like..
im very afraid that i might lose you.
guess everytime when we're near tht topic,
i'll really wanna get very denial.
cos i dun wish to think of anything likethat to happen..
i don't want to have the feeling that i'll be losing you,
when there's certain times when we almost almost almost step into it.
i don't want to imagine life without you in the future.
all i think of now is i want youu,
i want your care,
i want youu to be right beside me,
i want to love youu and i want your love too.
i know im greedy..
but i just cant help it..
geee..

but yes.
even though the journey back was really short and fast,
but seeing you tides down all my worries somehow.
time doesnt matter as long even i had a peek of you,
i guess it can make my day already.
so thank you baby!
thanks for making me feel so much better!
-muah-
(:

anyway today's test is like study or not also no difference..
cos 3/4 of the questions are not from the notes?
we dunno where they dug the questions from.
can tell that everyone was like stoning at the paper.
other than the sketching part,
the rest they jus stare and stare and stare for the time to pass..
hahaha!
so im glad i spend my time on more qualitive time instead of studying!
which is to visit my laogong at home,
see her iron her clothes,
cuddle with her,
whine at her,
hug her,
feel her warmth,
kiss her,
bite her..
i love it!
i love those moments!
(((((:

but its another about 20 hours before i get to see my baby again!
its SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long!
):
i hate time la!
whenever time's passing so slowly,
and i cant see you,
at night..
all i can do is to on my lappie,
open the folder of our photos,
and look at it.
hoping that it can make my night,
make me sleep better without you around..
then i'll look at them and smile,
hugging bobby at the same time,
pretending he's youu..
(though my baby's x infinity times much more adorable and lovable!)
but yea!
gee..

and guess what!
today when i got home,
my mama was like super surprised!
she was like frying sotong,
then she ran out of the kitchen to see who came back so early?
hahahahaha!
damn funny la!
and she stink of sotong somemore!
but tht's not the point!
the point is,
SHE ACTUALLY SCOLDED ME!
):
she then started to nag say recently i get home so early,
then for the past few months since school started ive always been going back late..
then she was like saying try to act busy and always stay out.
SO CONTRADICTORY RIGHT!
so does she want me to go home early or not?
geeee..

anyway silly baby!
you ah..
waste money.
buy until 2 erasers!
aiyo..
zhen shi gou ke ai de..
you can throw away that eraser already la!
dun lock it in your cupboard anymore dear!
since you hate the smell and keeping it has no use,
throw it throw it!
you want i can give you my rabbit eraser to keep instead!
it looks cuter!
though if you ever bring it out you'd get laughed at.
but yea!
at least no smell!
(:

that night when you sent me the photo of the calamaris,
i was like OMG!
the portion's so huge!
how to finish man!
i always think..
eating at places like fish and co's like..
can never finish the food one unless we've not eaten for the whole day?
though the price's rather resonable for the amount they give,
but the amount's too big for people like us with normal appetites?
hahahahahaha!
oh man!
how come chin never go!
missed out the calamaris and the food there!
if not you guys wont have to struggle much to finish the food already!
geee!

and the picture look so eeeeeeeee...
i look like half constipated half hua chi leh!
wo hao chou ah!
xing hao ni mei you send gei wo..
yao bu ran,
WO YAO NI AH!
hahahahahaha!
silly baby!
(:

i think xuemei's getting closer to you?
feel that at least now she's automatically telling you more and more things about herself.
which is good!
then she tell you,
you tell me!
then i can listen to new things and -raise eyebrows- at the same time!
(though i dun have much eyebrow la..)
but yea!
cool cool!
and she's caring more for you too!
so nice la!
help you slap the person..
even i never thought of doing that!
geee!
:D
and wendy!
always thinking that other's talking bout her!
damn cute la she!
hahahaha!
(:

i guess night classes are held everywhere anywhere?
and alot of eateries will close around that time too.
so no cafes to discuss but try to dig for classes?
and meetings will only be held in our school cos its our school's event ma.
so we cant loan else where's classes or smth.
so yea lor!
but its okay!
ive been going down lesser and lesser to club!
like i go only for official meetings,
or not rot for half or one hour after school,
then i go off already!
even my own classmates are like amused that ive not been mentioning about club anymore!
i shall keep that up man!
and not spend my time there and waste it in the end!
then maybe liekthat i can have more time to meet up with my dear!
HOORAY!
(:

and ive got the estimation of when's my exams already!
its at august!
which is about a month plus more!
so i have to start mugging hard already!
ive lost track of my grades already that i dunno where i stand and how i must fare in the next test and exams so that i can pull my grades up?
geeee!
then again,
meanwhile we set monday as out studying day yes?
(:
then we study till like maybe 4 and i go back to school for meeting!
and if when the mondays which i dun have meeting,
we can stay out to study even longer!
and be more productive!
and score well in exams!
(:
and oh!
did i tell you!
the other day i was packing my room once again,
then i found my booklet which has my academic calendar!
and according to it,
for this term,
exams will be 14th aug to 26 aug.
then vacation will be 27th aug to 24th sep!!!
so we can have a chalet of our own during that period!
so looking forward to that time!
then we can cuddle together all night long in bed,
have you to hug to sleep!
-excited-
:D

i was scary on monday?!
really?
i was like freezing at macs..
then my dear irritable bowels reported in time again!
so i was like..
woah!
why must it come now!
and the worst thing is,
when i went to the toilet,
the hand dryer was not working!
i was SO reluctant to wash my hands!
but it'll feel so disgusting if i didnt do so la.
but yea..
im so sorry if ive got the bu shuang face..
guess i felt really constipated!
hahahahahahaha!
((:

so your tuition's settled already?
you're getting shuyan for tutor?
why not you ask her ou er go to your place instead for tuition?
then you wont have to travel,
and you can feel a lil more at ease and comfortable at your own home?
dun dun ask la.
must change the habit of haveing the tendency to not really ask questions!
cos exams are coming soon!
as much as you dun like her..
face her for 4 months plus,
dig as much info from her as possible,
absorb all and throw it all in during Alevels,
then after that you need not face her at all already!
((:
and wad more,
maybe after a few lessons,
when you get more interaction with her already,
you might find her a not bad person too!
then impression might change,
tuition might not seem that bad afterall!
(((((:

and yea!
i realise both of us write very hard?
then the whole table will vibrate and the papers will all be printed with marks!
hahahahaha!
maybe we should try loosen up the way we hold our pens?
and practise more writings at the same time!
then you can prepare and train for writing essays during As!
(:
but then again,
how come i write so hard my arm still so flabby one!
and your's not?!
not fair not fair!
:s

and yea!
fel wont praise her own brother la!
as much as they're rather close,
at least closer than me and my brother..
but then,
YEA!
she knows her own brother's limits and standard la.
hahahahahhahaa!
alicia's brother's sec2 or sec3 this year.
tanned,
tall,
skinny,
small eyes.
i think alicia does have photos of her family,
so should have her brother inside.
maybe next time i ask her let me see then show you?
her brother's not bad la!
hahahahaha!
but i seriously cannot imagine being with my sibling?
so if anyone were to tell me they're attach to their own siblings,
i'd be the first to faint?
cos its like so..
i dunno..
i think the feeling's so eeyur?
unless they're like they dunno they have the same parent and got together by fate and accident,
then i think its still alright la.
but if not..
HAHAHAHAHA!
hmmmm..
(:

and yea!
i asked my mama already if my oven can bake not..
and she claims can!
so i shall be nice and bake a cake for my brother's birthday and shun bian test out first!
before we finalise a day to bake together!
then im so gonna flour fight with you!
weeeeeee!
(:
think my baby laogong will look SO ADORABLE with flour on her nose!
hehehehe!
(((:

that time pepper lunch is not counted as seen you cook la!
cos i want to see you in apron and hold the wok and the stir fry thing thing!
i think you'll look so cute in it!
:D
i think the sweetest thing a couple can do at home is to cook together?
then they help each other wear and tie the apron..
cut the ingredients together..
then sit down for a meal done by both of them,
most sweet than anything else la!
na can bu lun chi she me dou te bie xiang,
te bie you wei dao de!
(:
and i don't think nigu had a hard time clearing up la!
you're not that bad in cooking yet la silly baby!
hahahaha!
oh did i tell you before!
the food that im most araid to cook's to fry egg and fry toufu?
cos the oil will splatter like nuts?
and i'll get really scared of it?
then i'll hold the wok cover like im going for some ancient battle likethat?
hahahahaha!
but i can teach you cook!
then we cook together,
read up recepies and try out new dishes together!
(:

i think ive got a really bad name?
like firstly,
ive got a constipated surname.
then,
ive got a QIAN word that makes me feel like i owe everybody something wherever i go?
so sad la!
and thirdly,
ive got a english name that doesn't suit me an my face!
hais!
not putting in my ic la.
hahahha!
silly girl!
then dun want to waste money.
unless maybe when i lose my ic?
hehehe!
(:

alright baby!
shall go back to do my powerpoints!
hope time will hurry hurry pass!
and you'll finish ironing soon.
and i can see you REAL SOON tmr!
i miss youuuuuuuuu!
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
hao ai hao ai ni,
yin wei yong you ni,
she bu de fei dao ren he di fang qu.
zhi xiang yong yuan liu zai ni shen bian,
wei ni jiayou da qi.
(:
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