Saturday, August 19, 2006
hey laogong!
im here to blog at last too!
(:
after like almost 2 weeks of not blogging here.
i really think its almost filled with webs here and there already.
but at least not that much cos the days are still updated.
other than the posts which are left untouched.
hahaha!
i was waiting for your post too!
cos i knew it was the hundred and 21st!
then when i was waiting for you to post something i was like wondering if i should touch anything here?
then if i take away your 21st how?
hahahaha!
and at last you took it!
so i can type all my nonsense here all over again!
hahaha!
and baby dun be silly la!
i wont wont wanna read the posts jus cos they are stuck in one whole big paragraph?
cos i think one whole long chunk is pretty cool and interesting!
like those kind of even though there's no lines left aside, no spacing then the whole thing jus keep going and going on for one page of words..
i think its damn nice la!
like.. you shuo bu wan de hua de gan jue.
hahaha!
and i wont dun come here unless there's nothing to read la!
why would i not if there is?
then i can see how what my baby's doing and been up to ma!
cheeky dear!
(:
and i guess perhaps next week i wont get to see you really that often too?
cos you have all your rehersals and stuff to be busy with,
to be going down frequently.
so baby!
can you promise me to blog here at least?
one short note also can..
let me read and feel what you've been doing,
cos somehow i think even though im reading from the blog,
it gave me the feeling that you're talking one shot to me?
and it can entertain me when you're not around..
okay okay dear?
:/
and indeed!
time's really passing real quickly!
so fast, another month's coming around the corner already!
and we're going to be eight month old already dear!
even though its not too long neither too short for eight months..
but somehow i feel that..
somehow we are kind of a miracle?
i dunno!
hahahaha!
like all the interests in each other but somehow we got attach individually to other people and waited for each other for so many years.. like after one big round we got to each other.. then when we got together so many things happened, we were once very super unstable and we once thought we could, we might jus end likethat.. yet we somehow manage to survive it all and stayed stronger together. though we still have conflicts but now they dun seem to affect us much either cos we'd jus simply take it and forget about it real soon and return back to our normal self once again..
like geee..
i guess we're jus getting more and more used to each other each and everyday.
every tandrum thrown,
every quarrels we had,
every walk away we might,
we just simply get to know each other better..
(though quarrels and fights are not the encouraged way to get to know each other better. but yea! hao guo mei you! (: )
and im really sorry baby that there's a recent few nights when i was sian?
cos i think i was really pissed off by my club mates..
and rather stress cos exams are round the corner.
and i dunno what's the exams like in sp?
so i get really nervous.
and then you were quite sian sian one too.
so i got even more sian..
but then again,
no more sian already!
i think today im being really not myself?
like over laughy and hitty?
im so sorry baby if i het you or bit you too hard!
i jus..
i dunno!
i also felt the difference in myself!
like i laugh abit too much today already!
and i was like super whiney today?
but i dunno why?
maybe cos....
...
...
...
...
mmm..
i woke up at the wrong side of the bed?
hahahahahaha!
-shrugs-
:D
and its alright la baby!
that you can't accompany me on the 25th.
im most willing to go down and have breakfast with you baby!
at least yea!
as you said, spend that little time with you on our day.
so it shouldnt be that bad!
hahaha!
so dun ahhh dun :/ alright baby?
im sure the day would be better for you to see everything in the performance go all well on that day dear!
and im really very curious and interested for exams to get done with and your performance to come already!
cos you made it sound like its a really cool performance!
(((((((((((:
and what more my dear's the pm!
cool post dear!
jiayou jiayou jiayou okay baby!
:D
and i definately wont mind going down to watch shows with you!
cos i think performances are more interesting?
like i dunno..
i have a fetish to watch live acted performance rather than movies?
though i like to watch movies too la!
but i think to catch a performance is more cool and interesting,
like..
not so common show to catch?
so yea!
next time any performance you think its good or not,
bring me along dear!
we go we go catch it together okay?
YEAY!
(((((((((((:
and yes baby!
im so sorry that for the past few times when you wanted to take a walk in the park i couldnt make it dear. :/
i promise you when after my exams,
after your performance we go walk okay?
and during our honeymoon chalet,
we can spend the entire nights out,
and perhaps catch day break together baby?
:D
come to think of it,
our honeymoon seems pretty close up to us already!
ahahaha!
but before honeymoon comes,
i still can help to think about the sarawak and the poly forum camp.
like the 5 days i will be out of town and totally dunno how to contact you dear!
:/
and all i can only do is to hug your sweater to sleep.
so your sweater is REALLY REALLY REALLY very important to me during the trip dear!
so you must must pass to me okay?
and make sure got a SUPER STRONG SCENT of yours!
):
and our picture too!
i need a survival kit from you there ahhhhhh!
):
and yeap baby!
i really think we shouldnt talk so much about moses or kid about it?
cos i've been having the similar dreams all night long!
and its always seeming to be clearer and clearer?
not that i will see who the moses would be.
but just that the event will look so real that i would sometimes wonder if it is deja vu?
and if it happens to be,
i think its damn scary la.
):
and whenever i have moses dream i will shake up from my sleep too?
and its so annoying cos i cant and i dun feel like i wanna get back to sleep anymore.
cos i dun want to start dreaming about it all over again..
then i'll end up stoning in the middle of the early morning,
wishing for you to be around me..
:/
till i get real tired that i eventually doze off even without a dream.
geeee..
alright!
i shall concentrate on talking to you laogong alr!
if not i'll get confused here and there alr!
will blog when i can soon!
:D
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