Tuesday, August 08, 2006
laogong!
im here to blog a short one too before i go study for my half done workshop notes which test's this thursday!
then i guess when i start studying for it,
you'll have to read all my whining all over again cos i dun have my phone to whine at you,
i'll whine at you online cos its such a boring subject!
geee! (:
and im glad that you're at home tonight!
then even though i dun have my phone,
i still can talk to you online!
and nudge you when im free!
wahahahaha! (:
and i miss you baby,
i miss you so so so much too! :/
today's time seems to pass real long, i really agree man!
was like early in the morning when i got to school,
then i was feeling all sian diao of the long day already.
cos today has so many breaks in between that i so can sit at one corner and pulls hair already.
then i was waiting for you to wake up and reply me.
woah!
and the time totally creep by.
-shakes head-
:/
but then again,
its okay already la.
now ive got you online to talk to me! ((((:
anyway i was thinking,
tomorrow we meet in the later afternoon then we go catch the click?
then have earlier dinner then go find a nice spot to catch our fireworks?
im not sure where has fireworks either.
i guess esplanade there can see?
cos its near to kallang stadium.
and the view there's not blocked.
but i wonder if there'll be real alot of people?
geeee..
no matter how many people's flooding the place there tomorrow,
i still want to catch it no matter how or what tomorrow!
(:
cos i dun want to miss the chance to catch it with you again.
last year i was like green with envy when you sent me the picture of it.
and i was like chui xin gan why i cant be with you to watch it,
catch the beautiful fireworks together with you..
so yes!
this year's one shall never escape our clutches!
muhahahaha!
and oh my goodness baby!
i really love the top two photos!
but i totally dun like the one with my " oh my lovely hair" one!
so er xin!
i look damn damn damn so extremely retarded leh!
how can you take it?
oh my!
next time i shall spy on you too!
and take snap shots of you to add into my folders in my lappie!
you know today then i realised that i lost my thumbdrive?
when its actually not in my bag since i dunno when already but i was so denial about it being inside?
then today during programming then i was digging for it and it was no where to be found?
then i was like so sad!
cos inside has copy folders of our photos and maybe a little more things like our past mails?
i guess it was then i think i was rather i dunno..
i started being sensitive and moodless in our message already.
cos somehow all the sudden i felt i lost something i felt was my precious!
i mean the thumbdrive is useless, but the contents inside..
so felt that my world just fell!
and its felt ominous and bad..
but i managed to find it in my club pigeon hole!
then i was like OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!
-phew-
and i felt all better already.
(:
silly ah?
:x
and yea.
i think we did move to a new phase of our relationship already!
the sweet part's now not so strong already compared to last month?
though its still sweet to have my laogong around..
but somehow i guess sometimes it feels like our mind's preoccupied with other matters?
and that night you called, did really made everything better i guess.
though initially i din have much to say,
but gradually i just asked and say what i want to say too.
maybe not alot,
im still trying baby!
hopefully one day i wont be as restricted on myself as anymore!
then we can work things out together.
by first saying all what we feel out and feel less tense and better first.
(:
and i felt better after talking to you on the phone though we talked till 5 plus in the morning!
the longest call ive ever had with my laogong!
(:
and i guess regardless what we face in the future,
as long as we have our hearts remained attach,
everything could be overcomed one right dear?
yes yes!
let the trip and poly forum be our test!
no matter how or what,
my heart will always be with you!
this i assure you dear!
regardless who i ever meet in life,
you're the best that has happened on me.
and im really really grateful and thankful baby!
we will grow strong, we will survive!
i love you dear!
(:
and you know!
today i was like wearing you sweater around,
everyone says your sweater looks good!
then they ask me not to take off?
but i was like scared that it gets dirty so when i go toilet or when i go foodcourt to eat i'd keep in my bag first?
you smell felt like it was on me and following me everywhere..
somehow felt that you were just so close,
right beside me!
i like baby! (:
YEAY!
shall hug it tonight to sleep again!
HOORAY! (:
alright!
shall concentrate on talking to you online.
and study later!
weeeeeeeeeeeee!
baby! you're so adorable online tonight!
(((((((((((((:
-muah-
green back and pink pokka dottie!
hahahahahahhaa!
(:
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