Saturday, March 24, 2007
baby!
youu're helping your ahma open hamper now..
and there's currently nothing on tv now so im here to blog!
but i couldnt view our blog today!
its all white and nothing in this page baby..
wad happened baby?
isit on construction or something that's why i cant open?
):
anyway baby!
i jus wanna blog before our countdown to our 15th anni baby!
43mins to go baby..
and the clock's ticking as usual baby..
which comes to remind me of the pas 15months we've passed together baby!
its quite a big number,
feels quite long already isnt it baby?
like though incidents seems t flash through our minds very fast as if as they just happened yesterday or something,
but every seconds within the 15months,
every momen i've baby's repeaed assurance and love,
i really really appreciate alot baby!
especially during these few days when i've been going through my downs with my family members,
baby had always been with me,
by me,
listen to me nag and curse about them,
lend me your shoulders to rest my mind,
calm me and cheer me up..
baby its really very sweet of youu..youu know?
:x
though i never have told baby how much happiness and gratefulness i feel when im with baby,
but before our anni time comes,
i would just like to type it all here for baby!
i really appreciate what baby has done for me..
i really do baby.and reflecting on how and what i've done for the past weeks,
to quarrel so badly with baby,
i really feel very very bad about it baby..
to see baby cry and tear so badly,
i really don't know why i always create so much mess for youu baby..
to pull your mood up down left right everywhere with me baby and regret alot later..
because of my rashness,
each time i would just push baby aside.
but actually deep down i really do need my baby..
as i always tell baby,
"i never thought we would last this long baby?"
but each time we simply just did,
whatever rough roads we come across baby,
baby will pull me back on the safe side..
gaining the balance to fight for our future each time baby..
just like yesterday when i jumped on baby's back for baby to piggy back,
for one moment i thought baby was gonna to fall cos i hopped on too hard,
but who knows baby stood still the next moment and walked walked..
and as we ran towards the end of the track to seek shelther baby..
with baby holding my hand tight along with my random grumbles for my slipper,
suddenly had alot of emotions with me baby..
just felt like walking in the rain with baby..
cos it felt like the world was quiet (other than the rain and insect noises),
felt like the place belonged to us,
felt like just growing old with baby together..
grow old with baby's cute little -BLINKS BLINKS-
(though i always scold baby for acting cute for doing that but i dont mean them, baby was really very cute and i really love baby doing them..)
grow old with baby's little mole that is the activator to baby's little active tongue!
:P
grow old with baby's small hands,
(xiao shou la da shou..)
grow old with baby's unforgettable smell..
-SNIFFS HANKY HARD-
grow old with simply baby and only
youu..baby,
no one has ever let me feel this happy,
this much of bliss and at ease being with..
only baby did,
bringing me so much laughter in my life..
(18mins to go..)
baby if only i could,
and i will try my best,
in the future time to come baby,
all our lifetimes,
i'll try not to make baby sad every again..
let us be always happy,
like an old aged couple,
living the way we are and we want baby..
with
just youu and me!
(:
baby if youu're asking me if i love youu,
........
the answer is,
.......
i do..i love youu till the end of universe and back and INFINITY trips baby..(:
lastly i wanna say,
happy fifteenth anniversary baby!
(:
`missing youu at 11:13 PM.
